TITLE: Not Gay
AUTHOR: Lilac Girl
E-MAIL: lilac_girl@comcast.net
AUTHOR WEBSITE: God Awful Little Stories http://mywebpages.comcast.net/godawfulstories
PAIRING: Wesley/Gunn
RATING: PG13
DISCLAIMER: Characters from "Buffy the Vampire Slayer" and "Angel" are the property of Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy, Kuzui, Warner Brothers, UPN, FOX, and TPTB. This story is for entertainment purposes only.
SYNOPSIS: He isn't gay.

He isn't gay. He's not going to pin any rainbow ribbons to his jacket or be marching in a parade. Purple won't become his favorite color. Nor will he ever get anything in the mail that comes in a plain brown box. Unless it can kill something.

He'll never wear shinny black leather. He'll never stand around with a group of women and admire some guy's ass. No matter how fine. Or ever go to a disco, but has to say Caritas was too much like a gay bar to say he'll never be in one of those.

At first, he didn't know what the hell he was. His perfect 100% heterosexual alpha-male world was smashed and he was left with pieces. Not that anyone really noticed. Wesley did, but that was okay, because he was the one who fucking broke him. Left him wondering. Had him buying gay magazines and watching scary porn. Much to Wesley's amusement.

He needs his world to be black and white. Vampires are evil. Unless you have a soul. Demons are bad. Unless you run a karaoke bar. Fucking a man makes you gay. Unless you are Gunn. Because he isn't gay.

He doesn't like men. Not like he likes women. He just likes one man. Likes being close to one man. Likes kissing one man. Likes fucking one man. Likes fucking Wesley.

But he isn't gay.

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